maybe some of you have already noticed...i changed my profile picture and my background colors. it was due time.

in my last entry i was talking about how my brain was fried from the act. well i guess it was all well worth it because i got my scores back and i did really well. it's just a huge weight lifted off my shoulders and i'm actually pretty proud of myself for working so hard and getting to see it pay off.

now that i have my scores for my act i can no longer put off applying to college. early action applications are due tuesday for tcu. i can't believe this time has already come. soon i will know where i'm going to college. how freaking weird is that?

i witnessed my first girl fight last night. it was crazy. i was so astonished on how it just happened i didn't even move. it was just happening right there in front of me. i don't think i relized what was going on until the boys were pulling the girls apart. and this was like a real girl fight. chuncks of hair were flying. gross.

i love kepping in touch with old friends. and i love making new ones. senior year is turing out to be a.o.k by my standards. i'm really starting to love it.

ahhh...high school.

my brain is fried. i took the ACT this morning. booo. i feel like i prepared so much for that darn thing and it really didn't help me that much at all. i guess i will just have to see and a couple weeks what score i get. i'm not expecting much though...

i haven't gone to the pumpkin patch yet. or to a haunted house. what the heck is wrong with me? these are important things that need to get done in the month of october. i have really been slacking. i guess the only thing i can do is just not go back to school until i get these things done. that is the only way.

halloween is practically a week away. WOO WOO! i love halloween. hopefully i will get my costume done by then. and then i will have a blast during the evenings festivities. hoop rah.

harry potter IV the movie comes out next month! ahhh! how absolutely extraordinarily exciting! i'm not going to school for the entire day that the movie is out because i am going to have fun harry potter activities planned all day in celebration of the release. let me know if you would like to join. anyone is welcome. it is going to be a PARTAY. holler.

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HOMECOMING TONIGHT! woo woo!

it's my last one ever in high school...boo. somewhat saddening. i'm just not going to think about it.

i'm SO excited. the group i'm going is going to be so much fun. yay yay yay! i love getting all dressed up and pretty. i'll take lots of pictures so i can show you all later this rare event.

fun fun fun!

monday monday.

i dressed up nice today. i wonder how long this is going to last...i'm hoping to to keep it up. but thats just high hopes.

jennifer is back to school! hooray! her poor appendix is now in a trash can somewhere. or that is at least what i assume. where do all those things that doctors take out of your body go? penny for you thoughts...

i watched a video in human phys on friday of this woman getting a 303 pound ovarian tumor removed. it wasn't cancerous...just huge. i bet they couldn't just throw that thing away.

this weekend was fun. branching out is good for me. i'm feeling a change in the tides. hot dog.

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so i've been avoiding thinking about it as if it were the plague. i always figured that it wasn't time yet to start stressing over it. i had lots of time to figure it out. no big deal. things will fall into place and by the time it comes around, i would know what i wanted to do with it.

what is it?

college.

in less than a year i will be in the college that i chose. i will be working towards a career that i chose. i will be doing the activities that i chose. i will have the rules and expectations that i chose.

that totally and completely freaks me out.

i don't know what the heck i want to do with my life yet. things haven't fallen into place like i thought they would, nor do i have some sense of clarity of where i want to spend my future education at.

the act is a little over a month away. it's crunch time. study study study. i feel stupid that i am one of the few who is taking this test so seriously and studying so hard for it. but the truth is, i am studying hard because i want to. it's the challenge. i want to do better. and my family wants me to do better. right now, i can't think of a bigger disappointment than not getting the score i want. somewhat rediculous, i know.

for as long as i can remember, my parents have put so much emphasis on my education. i don't mind that, because i know it's important. i just hate to think i could screw things up now.

this is stressful.

i know it will get better. i has to. it does for everyone. it just seems so far away.

eh...it's go time. 

i'm a big kid now.